I will make my best efforts to be a happy person again. :)
I went from over-feeling to numb… numb scares me a lot more… to bad I’m too out of it to be scared, hopefully will be able to sleep soon x_x
I just can’t deal with the world right now. I’m angry at everything and everyone, not because there’s anything wrong with them… but cause I’m just so fucked up I can’t stand it. In this state of mind I just want to do the stupidest most reckless shit, I don’t fucking care about myself… never really do I guess. Idk who fucking knows every state I’m in feels like I’ve always lived in it till I’m in a new one so I can’t trust my perception one fucking bit.
Fuck. Me. >.<
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